Anything that matters: Archive

ive been crying stressing myself out.. Only that i realise… For what? For what i did that for? It only ruining myself n my life not others. Generously i shed my tears… Cracking my brain expecting tings to be colorful but why? I am not doin anything wrong here.. I am doin perfectly fine… I should move on… it will be better if everyone is happy and imptly im happy. But to...

Nov 13th

the last call

hes off.. Will be seeing him again thurs. I be sleeping with muffin and more pillows.. And why m i so all over him? its unexplainable… Someday i just wish i will be myself again..

Nov 8th

“make peace with yr past so it wont messed up yr present”

Nov 6th

the call

hes back.. My teardrop hunny bunny is back. Ok after a day of not seeing him, i admit i missed him. Now hes back and sleeping soundly. wonder if he do miss me… ?? weekend is here again.. Hope we get better out of it.

Nov 6th

“que sara sara… Whatever will be will be..”

Oct 23rd

dreams that aint sweet

i had a dream. Of him cheating. i was wondering why the heck of all dreams? Can i dream of fucking with Edward Cullen instead? damn interesting for sure than this… Hope its just a fucking dream n not some signs for me to look out for.. Gosh im tired … Of this fucking games. Either bring it on or brush it off me.

Oct 14th

Oct 8th

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“be wiser and clam yourself in embracing the journey of life…”

Oct 5th

colors of eid

anticipating for lunch. We (coligs) having a feast in celebration of Eid. All don in colors of baju kurung / kebaya / long blouse. Will be fun! My tummy will be the happiest soon. For now.. Back to work!

Oct 5th

pinch of wasabi..

silence shall it be.. funny how it struck me about what FF said. the harder you try failure u will get. Let it be and let it goes as it is. Do not put in 101 % in it and if you down with luck then at least it wont be so bad.. and as if you are prepared.. i say its easier said than done. fuck myself! why i am and being like this? why i bothered in the whole thing and get myself into this...

Oct 2nd

i lost for words… I feel so lost I feel so low , alone… this world seems so dark to me Why oh why do i care… Shall i play dumb and be numb?

Oct 2nd

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